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NEW YORK You probably recall the iconic
photograph, published on the front page of several newspapers, and
inside many magazines, early in the Iraq war: a weary, proud, American
soldier with a dirty face, perhaps smeared with blood, helmet in place,
a cigarette dangling from his lips. He was dubbed “The Marlboro Man,”
and eventually identified as Lance Cpl. Blake Miller and hailed.
But his story did not end there, or end happily.
Miller survived Iraq, but what has happened since has not been pretty.
Nearly two years ago, in January 2006, E&P interviewed the
photographer who snapped that picture, Luis Sinco of the Los Angeles
Times, who revealed that Miller had been diagnosed with post-traumatic
stress disorder (PTSD) and having trouble adjusting to normal life back
home in Jonancy, Ky.
Now Sinco has returned to the American he knows he will be linked to forever.
A two-part article he wrote for the Times appeared
Sunday and today, and the paper’s Web site, www.latimes.com, has put up
a remarkable multimedia section that includes video, audio, photographs
and more.
Among other things, it details how Sinco has
repeatedly tried to help Miller cope with his demons. Here is a passage
from the Sinco article which captures some of its content and tone.
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The local newspaper had been calling him about rumors
that he was getting divorced. It was a major local story. Finally, he
wrote a statement. He asked for compassion and respect for their
privacy.
The next day, I found Miller in a back bedroom at his
uncle's house. He told me that he had come close to committing suicide
the night before. He had thought about driving his motorcycle off the
edge of a mountain road.
He showed me the morning newspaper. His divorce was the lead story.
I felt torn. I didn't want to get involved. I
desperately wanted to close the book on Iraq. But if I hadn't taken
Miller's picture, this very personal drama wouldn't be front-page news.
I felt responsible.
Sometimes, when things get hard to witness, I use my
camera as a shield. It creates a space for me to work -- and distance
to keep my eyes open and my feelings in check. But Miller had no use
for a photojournalist. He needed a helping hand.
I flashed back to the chaos of combat in Fallouja. In
the rattle and thunder, brick walls separated me from the world coming
to an end. In the tight spaces, we were scared mindless. Everybody
dragged deeply on cigarettes.
Above the din, I heard what everybody was thinking: This is the end.
I've never felt so completely alone.
I snapped back to the present, and before I knew it, the words spilled out.
"I have to ask you something, Blake," I said. "If I'd gone down in Fallouja, would you have carried me out?"
"Damn straight," he said, without hesitation.
"OK then," I said. "I think you're wounded pretty badly. I want to help you."
He looked at me for a moment. "All right," he said.
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